Well, i'm gonna start by saying that i'm a looser. My life is anything but a dream...i'm watching all the things from far away and i don't know if someday i will reach all those things i'm watching from the distance.
I'm Tired of dreaming immposible things, living in a bubble. Everytime i think of it i got headaches. I can't help but to cry everytime i loose myself, yesterday i had to sing in front of the people a song that i've never played before, i shouldn't have go to sing...i was awful, skdh, and i started crying :S, because when those things happens everything for what i fight for and the frustation of being so far away from my dreams makes a stupid feeling inside of me and i just wanna run away, dissapear...never been existed!.
I don't know if i'll ever get over it, but all my wishes are get over this situation in this moment, because i don't know if i can take it anymore, I just wanna be part of something, be somebody...not the stupid shy person who never has something to say...i have a lot of things to say but my mind don't let me be myself because it's afraid of what everyone could thing about it..DAMN! i don't know how to tell myself that what other thinks is not important..that the key is in being myself...jsddgdjs, i don't know what to do anymore, so i will go to let my dreams grow ¬¬, so i could die of too much dreams :S, jsdhdg, God! :S.
sjdbsjdgdf ¿PARA QUE NACI?, ya se q todos nacemos para algo, bla bla!, pero yo todavia no encuentro el motivo :S, jdggs chau.
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